A hell of a dichotomous year where I waffled between the energy of Ben Affleck defeated as fuck, smoking a cigarette outside his apartment and Demi Moore absolutely slaying at the premiere of The Substance.
There were days that my nervous system was running on 70% overwhelm and caffeine, and days where I wondered if I have ever felt so content in my whole existence.
I laughed, I cried, I contemplated. I peed my pants, lost my shit, and kept myself steadily grounded. I disappointed myself while completely being in awe of how I’ve grown and had to constantly remind myself of the grace I deserve.
The other night I had a very unoriginal thought about how we are constantly reinventing ourselves, we are consistently changing, as our wants, needs, and aspirations shift; and how lucky are we to be able to do that?
2024 wasn’t one of reflection but more so, observance. I’ve observed that grief and love can live within the same heart, that anxiousness and patience can walk hand in hand, that being a human is all about walking through the wave of emotions and happenings; and that being a mother means constantly looking for Bluey.
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