Sometimes avoidance transpires because you don’t want to have to deal with what comes after the spell is broken.
Like having to go to the doctor because the rash on your face might actually be something to worry about.
Or shooting a text back about plans that you’ve been putting off for the past 3 months.
Is it avoidance or just plain old not wanting to do anything?
There’s this void of nothingness that I want to fill - with nothing.
Not stillness, not white noise, no-thing.
But the cousin of productivity creeps in and plays with my brain cells ‘get it done now because there’s gonna be a time when you can’t’ ; it makes me want to stick a pencil in my ear.
What even is nothingness? Has anyone ever actually been able to achieve it?
If it’s nothing, we may never know.
White space, blank lines, empty pages.
Nothing always end up as something.